Gone but not forgotten
Seemed a fitting title for today. 5 years after wards, and it still shocks me and is sharp in my mind. We all have our memories of the events, mine are no more special or painful. It is something we all share, for better or for worse.
I have started the MTP 3 days on, one off. Each increase in MTP is followed by flu like symptoms, but those symptoms have been less aggressive for each increase. This last increase made my nose run, and my eyes itch, and I fell a little...tired really, but the intense lethargy, the pain, the nausea, the brain fog that typified earlier increases have been blunted or abesnt in this increase.
But, in response to email questions I have recieved, I feel good. better than Before the MTP. I must admit that I am waiting to get up to a full7 days a week on MTP before I reintroduce the anti-fungals probiotics I take. The anti-fungals can cause die off, or so I am imgaining that is what I am feeling, and I do not want to cloud the experiment.
So, in an unrealted note, I have been rejected for life insurance. Why? Well, why do you think. The medical profession refused to treat me, turned my cries for help into trips to psychologiest, gave me no help, lectured me when I quit the anti-depresants that made me hallucinate, and now, even though every medical report I own says I am in perfect helath, because I found the PTC and the PTC deals with mental imbalances, I am rejected for coverage. Fine, I can play this game you *ssholes. I requested a letter from my old treating psychologist who made me discuss my family ad infinitum in a quest to disinter my deep seated loathing that was cuasing my symptoms etc etc etc. He would not believe my symptoms were real, and now he is going to write a letter telling the insurerers that I have no medical problems. Take that. Furthermore, I am scheduling a beavy of psych tests to prove I dont have Sz. I dont---whatever was there is gone now. I am an attorney, and I have not missed a day of work due to illness in three years. My cholesterol levels, mody mass indicators, homocystien levels, insulin levels, and blood panels are spotless. There are diabetics and overweight people with life insurance, there is no way they will reject me. I was told that if I had Sz, that I would be rejected for coverage because I am treating it with vitamin therapy instead of prescription medication. I am not joking. That is, I am well, but if I instead took antipsychotics with nasty side effects (Just ask Z and C), then I could be covered. But because I found something effective, something that cures what the mainstream medical profession says cannot be cured, I am denied coverage.
F*ck them.
I have started the MTP 3 days on, one off. Each increase in MTP is followed by flu like symptoms, but those symptoms have been less aggressive for each increase. This last increase made my nose run, and my eyes itch, and I fell a little...tired really, but the intense lethargy, the pain, the nausea, the brain fog that typified earlier increases have been blunted or abesnt in this increase.
But, in response to email questions I have recieved, I feel good. better than Before the MTP. I must admit that I am waiting to get up to a full7 days a week on MTP before I reintroduce the anti-fungals probiotics I take. The anti-fungals can cause die off, or so I am imgaining that is what I am feeling, and I do not want to cloud the experiment.
So, in an unrealted note, I have been rejected for life insurance. Why? Well, why do you think. The medical profession refused to treat me, turned my cries for help into trips to psychologiest, gave me no help, lectured me when I quit the anti-depresants that made me hallucinate, and now, even though every medical report I own says I am in perfect helath, because I found the PTC and the PTC deals with mental imbalances, I am rejected for coverage. Fine, I can play this game you *ssholes. I requested a letter from my old treating psychologist who made me discuss my family ad infinitum in a quest to disinter my deep seated loathing that was cuasing my symptoms etc etc etc. He would not believe my symptoms were real, and now he is going to write a letter telling the insurerers that I have no medical problems. Take that. Furthermore, I am scheduling a beavy of psych tests to prove I dont have Sz. I dont---whatever was there is gone now. I am an attorney, and I have not missed a day of work due to illness in three years. My cholesterol levels, mody mass indicators, homocystien levels, insulin levels, and blood panels are spotless. There are diabetics and overweight people with life insurance, there is no way they will reject me. I was told that if I had Sz, that I would be rejected for coverage because I am treating it with vitamin therapy instead of prescription medication. I am not joking. That is, I am well, but if I instead took antipsychotics with nasty side effects (Just ask Z and C), then I could be covered. But because I found something effective, something that cures what the mainstream medical profession says cannot be cured, I am denied coverage.
F*ck them.
posted by warnerk | 9:36 AM
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