Transfer #5
Subject: 4pm Posted Date: Friday, December 09, 2005 - 5:18 AM
I feel odd. its those pesky disperceptions. or is it clearing toxins. I can work though, and that is a releief. there was a time when I could do no work during these bouts, and these bouts lasted most of the time.
But I am kind of swimming along, and not feeling to good about myself right now. I feel lonely, but the act of spending time with someone sounds...really hard right now. THis is my address. this is where I live. In this horrible tangle where I feel the pressure of time and the need for the press of humanity, but utterly freakish and crazy when I am with someone
this is so hard.
I feel odd. its those pesky disperceptions. or is it clearing toxins. I can work though, and that is a releief. there was a time when I could do no work during these bouts, and these bouts lasted most of the time.
But I am kind of swimming along, and not feeling to good about myself right now. I feel lonely, but the act of spending time with someone sounds...really hard right now. THis is my address. this is where I live. In this horrible tangle where I feel the pressure of time and the need for the press of humanity, but utterly freakish and crazy when I am with someone
this is so hard.
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