wow,

I used to post almost daily. Now, that I am well, almost never. I guess that finally shows who needed who in this relationship. I really appreciate all the love and support I got from this blog through the months and has it been years, that I have posted. Thanks all. You were the community I never thought I had.

I am well. I am getting so close to completely well that I hesitate to post. Each day seems to visit a substnatial improvement. I hardley think about it at all anymore, excpet when I take my handfuls of pills.

I feel like I am remapping the neural pathhways to happiness. It seems that being ill, everything got associated with illness. Its taken years, but that fog has lifted and I am reforming my normal connections t the world.

Was it the pills? Time? Diet, excersize and meditation? God? I dont know. All of them. But I want to thank the PTC for its role. In a world without answers they are, at least, asking questions.